Natas Fair 15 & 16 Sep + DBL O

I went to Natas Fair help up on 15 & 16 Sep 07 to earn extra income to cover my school fees. my duties are to give flyers and bring the crowd to our booth, approach them if they need help and get our consultant to assist them. It's a not a tough job, but you need to stand for whole day from 10am-930pm. Anyway, having funs on these 2 days as working with the funs ppl… hehez.. Even though some time will kena nag.. But overall I enjoy every much. Kaka n joyce oso came to natas to buy their tour package. Lovely kaka still bought a swiss mushroom burger for me… I love it so much.. it taste great. Thks kaka.. Hehez.. Joy came on sun for last min to confirm her tour. Really last min.. No matter gg where, as long as gg overseas with family it is a great funs.. Destination doesn’t matter..

Sat, after natas went to dbl O n meet new friends. I am so tired tat nite, so didn’t drink much. Except panda, fish n shuzhen all drunks.. Including that jo, I really scare tat she vomit in cab. So when boarded the cab I ask uncle for plastic bag jus in case. Rong oso drunk.. as usual. new frien, vp n milo both oso drunk. The funni part is milo bah.. She didn’t get in time to vomit in toilet. Haha… cool… we leave ard 1am plus.. Went to bed ard 02am plus.. Nex dae morning wake up at 8am.. Wow.. I m damn strong.. Really no energy le.. Sun, somemore 1st dae of av, I really wan to die le.. But no choice, die die mus endure till 10pm.. By time I reached home oredi 11 plus, then nex dae still nid to wok n lesson at nite… haiz. Heng it is once in a while.. If not really not gd for health as this'll cause my body over works le. I m old le.. Not young anymore..

bak to my hometown

7-9 Aug 07 (fRi-sun)
Fri after wok went bak msia with my sis. A bit jam, but still managed to take 8pm bus and reached my hmtown ard 10pm. So happi, a few wks nv go bak see my mum le. Miss her a lot. Go home can eat dishes cook by her, so good.. Home sweet home + home sweet food. Hahaha…. Sat wake up ard 11am, then went to temple pray wif my mum n sis plus 2 little gals n 2 little boys. On the way, 4 kids (2 r P4, 1 is P1 and 1 kindergarden) talk non-stop in the car, my mum keeps ask them dun talk but they still chating to each other. Nowadays, kids are very smart, they 4 talk abt this evening wanna go nearby drain at my hse there to catch small fish. then the P4 boy say no adult we cannt go there catch fish (he is worry), then my kidergarden's niece said dun worri I'll ask my dad accompany us. Haha ~~ they r so cute. I make a small token of donation as I pass all my papers, so mus go temple pray to thks all the gods..

After that I went to my sis's salon to wash hair, then we went to shop for grocery and for my nephew's clothes. By time reach home oredi evening 5pm. Dinner, my third sis is treating us, so we must reach her shop by 7pm. She bring us to a place I nv been there. We ordered 3 type of soups, 2 clay pot chicken rice, some other dishes. Overall, the food are nice.. Nite time, went out with my fren to mama stall. . My fren so cute, I dun noe y she so scare of cats. Cos we went to malay's mama stall so got cats walk here walk there. She almost scream when saw it, but heng finally she cool down herself as my fren changing seat with her. We ordered a malay fried noodles (nice) and egg wrap wif chicken n veggie (creative but taste so so). Next time I want try fried maggie noodles. Haha… next day my sis want to c chinese traditional doct have to wake very early and tat clinic near my 3rd sis place. so, my mum, sis and my little nephew went to her hse to stay over nite. Actually, I dun wan to bring my little nephew to go wif us, as the room only can accomadate 4 persons, as his bro oso staying at my sis hse. So, in the end his brother have to sleep at living hall. My little nephew is my nitemare, he now P4, he is a cute fatty boy. When I went to bed, I heard a kind of sound like a animal... cannt believe it, my fatty nephew snoring whole nite.. omg.. i really wan to kill him.. nex time i'll nv sleep wif him in same room.

I PASSED ALL THE PAPERS

finally, result out. I passed all, including POA n ME. I got 41 and 40 upon 34 passing marks. If you asking me, am i happy ? I will say I hv no feeling at all. I wish I fail POA !! As I will not have anymore course fee burden. I will be as free as a bird. I need to do some planning for my future. Tui tui dun be lazy anymore !!!! I have to start to prepare my resume and look out if there are any better opportunity. I really HATE to be gemini, as come to make decision always cannt make up my mind. Even, minor and big things, I really dun noe wat I want. I may regret the decision i make earlier.

I have a terrible mood todae, not cos of result. As it means nothing to me when I noe wat I gg to do. Works make me crazy, I dun even smile this morning, my colle who are close to me they noe abt it. They are my supports in this dept, w/o them I dun noe how to survive. Like las fri, both of them on leave ~~ my life sucks ~~ luckily still got my friends n family online wif me, can chat wif them. they really make my woking life better, much much more better. when u r down is gd that someone can chat wif u. IF NOT REALLY WILL "XIANG BU KAI" hahaha ~~~


yanling, u really shock of me. I nv tell u that i m not happi, yet she awared. based on the way i reply her email yet she noe i not happi. omg.. u r god yanling !!! thks for everything, it really make me touch and u r motivation to looks for better opportuniy. hehez ~~~


rong todae really makes me laugh !!! my mood become much much more better cos of u. Angelynn has changed the chat topic to "With Immediate Effect, I want to file for divOrce with TAN FAT TUI~"5:14:39 PM [5:15:13 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: OK[5:15:26 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: U PREPARE ALL THE PAPERS WOK[5:15:33 PM] Angelynn says: dun nid prepare la[5:15:34 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: THEN I SIGN[5:15:38 PM] Angelynn says: use mouth sae one[5:15:40 PM] Angelynn says: panda go to u[5:15:42 PM] Angelynn says: den bb come to me[5:15:43 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: DAUGTHER BELONG TO ME[5:15:46 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: BB IS URS[5:15:56 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: OK PANDA I WAN OSO[5:15:58 PM] Angelynn says: den the chop head one we split half half[5:16:00 PM] Angelynn says: all u take[5:16:01 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: CHOP HEAD GIVE U[5:16:03 PM] Angelynn says: haha[5:16:03 PM] Angelynn says: dun burden me[5:16:05 PM] Angelynn says: dun wnat[5:16:06 PM] Angelynn says: u take lar[5:16:09 PM] Angelynn says: chop head WEAK![5:16:37 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: OK CHOP HEAD IF U DUN WAN I TAKE OSO[5:16:40 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: I CAN AFFORD DE[5:16:45 PM] Angelynn says: hahahaa[5:16:47 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: U LESSER BURDEN[5:16:47 PM] Angelynn says: haha[5:16:49 PM] Angelynn says: u take ALL~[5:16:51 PM] Angelynn says: i no burden[5:16:52 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: OK[5:16:55 PM] Angelynn says: i can go flirt~[5:16:56 PM] Angelynn says: :P[5:16:56 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: BB U TAKE[5:17:01 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: NOT MINE[5:17:03 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: HAHA[5:17:27 PM] * ~ i m godtUitUi ~ has changed the chat topic to "With Immediate Effect, JO WILL BE MY GF ~"[5:17:54 PM] panda!!! says: oh no 1 more mistress[5:18:01 PM] Angelynn says: haha[5:18:02 PM] Angelynn says: ya~[5:18:05 PM] Angelynn says: heng[5:18:08 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: I GF[5:18:09 PM] Angelynn says: panda.. u must take care of urself[5:18:11 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: I MISTRESS[5:18:18 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: I WILL TAKE CARE HER[5:18:21 PM] Angelynn says: normally step mother will bully the kid and the pet one[5:18:26 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: VERY DAE FEED HER WIF BAMBOO[5:18:29 PM] Angelynn says: u na bei flirt[5:18:31 PM] panda!!! says: poor zihui n me[5:18:36 PM] ~ i m godtUitUi ~ says: (chuckle)

hahaha ~~~

thks for your accompany ~~

result will be out todae ~~

Result will be out todae, 4 sept 2007 but time unknown. Supposing it shld be out tml, but due to inefficient of SIM, it delay till todae. Yest I m damn nervous keep login to student portal to chk and no mood to wok oso. Am I nervous todae? My ans is no. Not nervous at all. Cos I have a plan in my mind, pass or fail doesn’t matter to me. Earlier, I am of scare of fail POA, as this will delay by 1 yr for me to graduate. I dun wan it to happen, as I tink of that this will waste of time n money. If fail, I'll leave my current company, as I no more burden on sch fees. I no nid to wait for next year bonus. Frankly speaking, I should have leave this company in early of this year. Staying here really make me regret. My ah tao, is a damn fucking disgusting woman. Selfish and like to acts smart. Scolding and gossiping others using nasty words !! Recently, I have some duties changes, will not doing AP anymore, as she ask me to do BTA stuff. Well, to me learning new things I really love it. But, the pro is clear instruction has not given at all. I only know 10% of my new duty. My ah tao like to pretend to be smart, she like ppl saying company cannt live w/o her. Cos she stay with the company more than 10 years, of cos she noe a lot of things. Staying for 2 yrs plus, I noe very well how my ah tao character. When she teach me new duty, I noe that she will purposely use tedious and complicated ways to teach. She'll try her best to make me confuse, this will make her that she is smart and I am stupid. Damn disgusting woman !!! I wan to leave here, and I hope I fail my POA. Lets it fail !!! I am serious. I am sick of listening her voice, her action. Shut up woman !!

bREakfast on Sunday, 2 sept 07

Sunday went out wif kaka,zihui,panda n joy to hv breakfast at café cartel to celebrate kaka has graduated from RMIT with flying color result ~~ distintion. I am so jealous. Haha ~~ but I noe that She really put in the effort if not she will not get such a gd result. Congratulation kAka !!

We are meeting 10am at café cartel, kaka gg straight from AMK. So, I meeting piggy at AMK platform 1st cabin, as joy expected, tat piggy late, she let me waited for 15-20 mins bah. So bad rght, her late habit mus really chg wo.. If not nex dun meet her le. In the end, we reached there ard 1030am and I am so hungry. So we faster make order and happily wait for food to be served. I am so lucky, after wait for a short while my food is 1st to serve. So, I start to eat it, mmm.. It so yummy. But the sramble egg not nice, I shld hv oreder sunny egg. I almost finish my food, then panda food served, follow by joy, piggy n kaka. Service there not so good, they alomost forgot kaka's order, as she waited almost half an hour for her food. 4 of us order the hot chocolate and kaka order milk, she so healthy. Tell u all, the hot chocolate look nice but taste not nice cos it too sweety le. If drink offenly sure get diabetes. But, overall I am quite happy with their breaskfast. Somemore, this breakfast is kaka treat us de. So happy ~~~

After finished our breakfast, we start to chit chating and taking fotos.. So enjoyable and so relax ~~ once in while shld wake up early to hv breakfast during weekend. It really feel nice. Then, they accompany me went to carrefour to check for DVD price, as my sis wan me to chk for it. Went to mark spencer shop arounds, john little got 20% off, piggy bought a perfume. In the end I oso bought one same perfume at cwp's john little. Haha ~~ it really smell nice.. Fruity smell. Haha ~~ Shop for few hours really make me very tired, they can see it from my face. So, we decided to go sweseen to have some drinks. I ordered, treasure island, root beer top up wof vanilla ice cream. Taste so nice… ard 3pm, panda n me decided to go hm le.. Left they 3 continue to shop.. I am so tired in train when on the way bak to cwp.

By time reached cwp, ard 430pm, meet up with my sis to hv late lunch at food court. Starting, I dun wan to eat, but my sis food really veri tempting, so went to oder qui liang ban mee. Haha~~ I really easily tempt by food. After lunch, accompany my sis went went to buy a back pack and went to courts buy a DVD player. Lastly, went to cold storage buy some grocerry foods. Wow.. Both of us carry so many things walk bak… omg I really want to faint le.. Somemore we hv to cross overhead bridge. Damn tired !!

Reached home, 645pm. Faster go wash my face then bath. So, I went to take a nap, telling myself later then wake up to hv late dinner. Unexpectedly, by time I woke up oredi 1am plus le. After drink a cup of water, I cont sleep till nex morning. Hahaha ~~~

panda + piggy + tuitui and joy + tuitui ~~~


panda + piggy, joy + kaka, joy + kaka + tuitui, piggy + tuitui






piggy = superstar, dun like to take foto. but she is look cute in the foto.. haahaa ~~


PANDA VS KAKA ~~


TUITUI VS JOY ~~~ JOY SMILE SO HAPPY WO ~~








panda n me so tired, we eat too much le....


kaka gg to pay for bill ~~


i dun noe y kaka like to use her finger point at me lei.....


JOY OSO EAT TOO FULL LE... PIGGY DUN WAN TO LET ME TAKE FOTO..


yummy ~~ our breakfast


group foto ~~ piggy n me smile like abit weird. haha


carrefour, tat piggy tink she is small wanna hide behind kaka... daydreaming wo ~~


so cute ~~


panda n me.... plus our drinks


joy n kaka n their drinks


piggy wif her drinks.. she seems like scare of her drink wo. u noe y, cos it taste not nice.. haha ~


CUTIES...

celebration for kaka bdae ~~

11 Aug 2007, saturday. we have a gathering to celebrate kaka bdae (08/08).
participants are kaka, tuitui, joy, panda, zizi, zihui n nana. we went for lunch, follow by KTV n lastly dinner.

a big surprise for kaka as she didnt expect we gg to celebrate for her bdae. daugther is carrying the bdae cake to our ktv room. so bright cos a lot of candles. haha ~~

time to a wish, kaka wish us nex yr will get a big bonus.. hope it come true wo...

the cake taste so great, so didnt use it to sabo kaka. u r lucky !!! nex yr may not be so lucky le.

we all take turn to take foto wif kaka, she is superstar on tat dae.

if u all notice, kaka n joy wearing purple colour on tat day. panda, nana n me wear black. daugther a bit out hor. she wear green. haahaa... food for panda ----- bamboo

group foto 1 ~~ finally found zizi le .... buthis one grp foto not nice. kaka's head got slightly block zizi's face le.

group foto 2 --- this one nicer.. daugther like a bit scare of taking foto wo...

result make me Crazy ~~

arHHHh... i gg to mad sOon.. finally result date confirm will be out on 3 sept mon evening. i m so nervous, stress, down, depress... kill me pls. hahaha.. i like a mad woman on this afternoon. smthing wrong wif me. at off.. ppl keeps talking and make unnecessary comments, i dun wan to response them yet they wan me to response. my tear is coming out soon. i cannt stand them. but luckily after toking to sylvia make me feel better. one day if i cannt stand i'll jus tender. i m serious.

a lot of my frens left beach. yenping left, ruyan left, hazel oso left... omg. so many ppl left. when is my turn. dOwn depress. i m so lonely. todae joey n moon on leave. sob sob.. tonite class yeeli not gg as she not feeling well ~~ poor yeeli gt a serious flu. last lesson for msm... feel like past few lesson i nv attend at all.. body is there but not my soul. brain tinking other things. on the way to sch.. receive a call from ah tao, well she vei bad mood like tat. call me to scold me, which i tink tat it jus a small matter can tell or scold me on tues (mon she on leave) . haiz.. ...... oredi so down yet received her call. i faster call joey to complain wif her.. joey so nice, after chatting wif her make me feels better.

if i fail my papers, i'll cry like hell bah... in my sch life fail nv happen to me except in primary bah. i oso cannot remember. y cry ? should i cry ? i just hope tat cry will make me feel better. my friends all always said i can make it, i'll not fail. but the true is i noe, POA n ME having highest chances to fail. esp POA. if fail it, i have take 3 yrs to graduate. omg.. 1 yr more really make alot of difference. waste money n waste time.. waste my life.. haiz... another way of think is y nid to cry, it jus a exam and not e end of the world. take it easy. is true oso.. well.. i m not tat optimistic person yet. life so short, i must really "kan kai" , i noe but difficult to apply in my life. sometime i just cannot take it so easy. compare to those who r worst than me (suffer hunger, death, war, etc), i m oredi lucky. i must happi wat i hv now. i hv family, friends, they are with me. but human r selfish, always wan some more better than what they have now. unfortunately, i m one of them oso. treasure wat u have now r more impt than chasing for smthing u does not own it. life is short yet it so difficult to understand y i cannt live happily. it is up to me to decide how live, wasnt it ? okay... tan siew ching pls live happily... start from now....


some foto wif ruyan on her last dae..